Don't believe everything you see and hear.
WOW people, i've not used the comp for so long already! :o
Been really busy with CO lately, & also, it wasn't very convenient to use the comp.
So many days or even weeks passed by, & common tests results are out.
Ask personally if you wanna know. (:
A lot happened during these few 24 hours, and i learnt that some friends cannot be trusted. Ugh. _|_
Seriously, a lot of people come to me for advice, but somehow, i cannot take my own advice when i've problems.
I take one look at someone & i know he/she isn't trustworthy at all.
I dunno what the fuck is wrong with me. Friggin' confused and upset.
I've been brain-racking a lot, & i decided that i'm lost, stuck in nowhere. D': Tell me why.
Over excessive pondering, i feel like closing my blog.
I mean, what's the point in keeping one when time is not on my side?
Don't know yet. Maybe i'll just MIA for the time-being, & post whenever i get the chance. But it'll be a long long time.
But it's better than closing my blog.
Otherwise when i can blog again, i have to recreate another one. Hahas.
Well, SYF is coming soon, & i hope WGSCO can clinch GoldWithHonours.
Each week just feels like such a fluster and whooshed by in a blur.
The more i wanna steer my mood another direction, it just keeps getting worse.
I can't always complain about life in blog, because i sound super pathetic.
/: Bear with me yeah. Too much unhappiness lately.
Sometimes i want the world to end. Or my life to end.
It feels like i've been born to have my heart shattered repeatedly.
Nevermind, nobody understands.
So, once again, i have to deal with it.
It's not so hard anymore, once you're used to this numbness.
{P.S.- & don't think that when i seem so quiet & mysterious, i don't know what's going on.
In fact, i know a hell much more than those heartless people do.
So STFU if you don't know me at all.
I may just show up when you least expect it.(:}

Okay, shall not post any longer. End here alrightes.
Goodiebyes people. [:
Loveees.