Bonjour amour.

Hello love.
Wellwell, I'm in a nothingness mood now.
Keeps raining these few days. I hate rainy days. -.-
I so dog-tired today. Not in the festive spirit anymore.
& about the handphone in my house, parents didnt say anything about it.
Sekali they not gonna give it to me. Sighhhhs.
Weekends were busy. :/
Saturday had tuition lessons. Already learning sec two topics. So hard siolzxczxc.
Sunday, went swimming. Seems as if i'm going swimming every weekend already.
I hated the smell of chlorine, but somehow, i just wanted to be soaked in the freezing water. Crazy me. Swam 21 laps yesterday. I'm impressed. LOL ._.
I wanna watch Twilight so badly.
Wanted to go cycling at east coast on Wednesday with Joan, Jiale, Shenyu & Nora.
But can't eh. )': I have a checkup the following day, & if i go cycling before the checkup, it'll affect the lab test results all that. & since Joan already informed the others on the confirmed date, i'll just have to not go.
ARGHHHHH. & class bbq's tomorrow. Like wtf. I'm outdated already. Didnt go check the day all those stuff. I'm feeling sick. Having gastric pain alot.
I wanna go somewhere with alot of wind to cool myself down.
Thinking too much lately. Kanasai laaaas. -.-
Joan called to say Ivy Mamah wanted us to go back to school on Friday to do a video presentation on the Shanghai trip. Dunt wanna go to school. I dunt feel like going anywhere, except to the beach. I want to feel everything just stop for a split second, to take in the world for a moment.
Looking at all the presents wrapped up & displayed on the piano in my house, i wonder if materialistic desires can really fufill you.
But yet, humans can't seem to stop wanting, they're never contented.
& it also seems that, i can't be able to let a possession go.
Okay, wth am i even posting. Just my personal thoughts, dunt give a shit if you dunt want to yeah. (:
I want to smile & be able to know that it aint fake.
Happy ending holidays, people.
Remember to do all your homeworks. I doubt anyone will fully complete theirs :D
See ya, lovelies (:

Je t'aime.